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My daddy bought me a tablet today~ It's been a while since I've asked for one. He said it was a present for me, from him and mom as a reward for all my hard work in school and recovery... I still feel a little bad about it though. We don;t have any money as it is, and he's shedding the last few dollars he has on me? The guild is overwhelming... I guess I can try to make it up to them... I've made a goal; I'm getting a scholarship when I graduate, so my parents don't have to worry about my school bills. I wanna do the best I can for them. I can try. It's a stupid and maybe unreachable dream, but it's the least I can do.

Rage. RAAAGE. RAGE MOTHER FUCKING RAGE. ~eyesbleedingplz (https://www.deviantart.com/eyesbleedingplz) I don't know whether I'm angry or sad right now. i'm trying, but I can't feel better. This is shit. Things like this make me want to slam my head into a wall, so I can forget about it, for just a little while. It doesn't even matter who's fault it is. Friends grow apart, I know. I'm aware of that. But losing your first best friend, like EVER. The one you spent some years with and got to know; when you and them split... It hits you where it hurts. I don't know how many things I've done wrong... I'll admit to that. I'm a lousy friend. I was then, I still am. I wish I had more time

WELL. Its been so long! It's good to be back and seeing all the new artwork. c: Oh how I missed the spur of activity and imagination. Since, yenno, nothing really goes on in reality. Although this would be considered reality I guess... Uh... Yeah. Well. Greetings everyone, I'm glad to see you all alive and well, and of course, woooorking! No, just kidding. it's the holidays, take a break c: Well. I think I'm just babbling to myself now, so, SO LONG AND PROSPER ! -Celine